Its funny how a single sms can right thgs again. I shld haf done it sooner!!! But I feel so deliriously HAPPY now!!!! Hahah I prob can dance on clouds!

The thg abt frens. U nv reali notice how much u care until a crisis pops up unexpectedly. I mean, yar there r those ppl whom u’d always care for no matter wat. Cos smthg had happened along the way to make u realize wat great frens u r. then there r the frens who have always been ard. U njoy spending time with them, u laugh with them, u guys indulge in teasing n the occasional mock fights. But perhaps u jz may nv get the chance to noe them a lot better bcos well, u guys oredi haf ur own cliques. U recognize tt in another place, another time perhaps, u may get to b the best of frens. But it may not happen simply bcos of circumstances.

But smtimes, when u seem in danger of losing a fren. U feel so terrible suddenly. As if the sun will nv shine again. N u wonder y everyone still seems so happy. Then u realize how much a fren means to u. nv mind he/she may not b ur bestest closest fren. A true fren is so hard to find. Many ppl who cross our paths can only b called acquaintances.

The leap from acquaintances to frens is not tt easy. So many ppl ard me. I can chitchat, make small talk. But smtimes I always feel so fake. Bcos I don’t believe much in small talk. N I guess they on the receiving end will jz tink I’m very asocial bah. But there r always those who click wif me n those who jz cant click wif me. Mebbe they’d tink horrid thots abt me. Cos I noe smtimes I do tink unkindly of ppl I don’t noe well. But I guess I’d nv reali noe who they r. beneath the polite veneer, the smiling façade.

I am truly grateful to have my frens. Every single one of u guys.

i wonder if u read my blog. i reali dont tink u do. but if u do, i reali hope u r not offended or anythg. cos when i said i was freaked out by the endearment, i didnt mean it in a bad way. i jz mean tt i was rather shocked. n i am not gd wif handling endearments, cos i am jz like tt. i cant help it. unless u r a gal. then i can take it easily. i wonder if u r ignoring me? no msges, n no reply. i noe u jz meant it in a frenly way. it was jz unexpected u noe? tho i was quite touched cos i take it it means i am a gd fren of urs. i reali dont wish to lose a gd fren over sm stupid comment i left on my blog which i didnt even tink anyone reads at all.

so sad.

“Today I wed my best friend, the one I laugh with n love.”

Wah. *sniffsniff* so sweet rite. I jz got bac from a wedding dinner. My cousin Gilbert- gege married his girlfriend of 7/8 yrs, n her name is Chun Hui. This is wat she said in her speech to the guests attending the dinner. She’e the kind of girl everyone loves, very “zhen” n totally unfake, n although she is marrying into the family, I kinda feel like I’ve known her forever.

Aiyo so sweet. Almost felt like crying lor, lucky I didn’t ppl will tink I’m nuts! Wo you bu shi xin niang zi! Hahaha =P but reali cant help feeling misty-eyed. nv b4 haf i felt this way when attending weddings. they make such a great couple! Gege is the rather quiet sort lah, very nice but not talkative but not asocial. Chun Hui is simply such a tie-xin de ren! I tink everyone in the family loves her. N wif her ard, Gilbert gege reali bcm much more talkative n smiley le. SIGH. Gosh. I tink this is the way it shld b when u finally get married, bring out the best in each other, complement each other in evry way.

Oooo mushy.

It was great to see all my relatives again. The last time we met was when gran passed away. so we weren’t in the mood to say much. This time was such a jolly occasion. I tink gran mz b happy to see them married. She have always liked Chun Hui too. =) ah well. To tink they pak-toh for so long!!! When I was young, I always imagined myself pak-tohing for at least 6 to 8 yrs b4 getting married. But now I realized this is seldom the case. I wonder how ppl can jz get married within 2 yrs. Is tt reali long enuff to noe a person well? So many ppl break up when they reach their 3rd or 4th yr!!! N tts always so sad.

Enuff of my cynicism. Its s’pose to b a happy day! Ahaha

Had so much fun playing along with my err nieces I tink. My counsins’ children. Theres like more than 5 of them so it was reali quite funny to see them chasing each other across the big big ballroom! Then my sis sent them to disturb Bernard whos supposedly the next in line to get married if we go according to age. To which my exaaperated counsin declared: I haf to haf a girlfren first u noe!!! Hahaha oh man super amusing lah. Imagine 4 pri sch gals giggling away n pestering their 26 yr old cousin hehe.

Oh BUT I shant laugh tt much. Cos…. I am the 4th in line to get married. The last of my generation of kids from my mum’s side tts of marriageable age. ARGHHHHHHH!!! So horrifying. Mz prepare to fight off questions from my aunts abt whether I haf a bf. *rolls eyes* seriously NOT looking forward to tt day.

If I ever do get married…. Hopefully it’d b the kind of marriage like my cousin has. The nest-frens kind of marriage. Ok. Looks like I hafta find another guy best fren beside zy, since we r obviously not attracted to each other. Move over zy!!! Ahah. I’m gg to “replace” u hee.

happy day!!!

Oh yeah!!! Today has been such a wonderful day!!! I feel quite rejuvenated, albeit kinda cooked lobster-like lah. Went to east coast park today wif ah ting, qich, yiqing, sijin, txl, ivan, timo the mole, hopey dopey n Alvin today. Almost died tryin to get out of bed lah, the last few days haf been so busy!!! Reali reali felt v tempted to jz slp in ahah. BUT yar luckily yiqing drove us there… so at least I managed to drowse ard in her car =D

Erhmm not tt I want to praise myself lah, but I tink my map-reading skills r improving by leaps n bounds!!! I always defend myself by sayin I am a history n not geog student, so tt my dad hopefully get off my back for being such an atrocious map-reader (btw it never did work lah chey). Today, I was in tip-top form! Managed to detect the exact route we shld go amidst all tt squiggly little lines pretending to be roads!! HAHA! I tink yiqing was rather relieved tt she didn’t hafta keep comforting me n sayin it didn’t matter tt I cant find the route even after like 1hr of me staring intensely at the map n breakin out in cold sweat. =D

I tink I reali miss being out in a big grp. Though felt abit outsider at 1st lah, cos I wasn’t part of their usuail clique, but hey! These ppl r sooo on my wavelength lah. Very fun hanging out wif them! Super crazy ppl, keep coming up wif reali interesting ideas of the diff poses we can strike for fotos!! Had a starjump marathon in order to capture all of them in the air! Ahah erm but not totally successful leh. for sm reason ah jin always remain on the grd. Hoho. But when I jumped I was the only one on the grd lah. Chey. Lack practice lor.

Loved the feeling of wind blowing in my hair! N the sun beatin down on my back! Been ages since I go ecp n cycle lor. tinkin bac I am rather glad I didn’t decide to rollerblade today. Being my second time n abt one yr since I learnt it from lihui I tink I will nv catch up wif the rest lah! Its reali fun lah, n hoho txl ah so funny will only look straight ahead! Afraid of looking back in case she loses her balance… n Alvin haha kept making her nervous by cycling wif one hand only. Teehee. Oh yar throughout the first leg of our journey timo the mole tore ahead of us rite outta sight!!! Surprised me man! Didn’t noe timo to be the kind to race ahead n simply disappear! Haha. We stopped halfway to drink hmmmm oh-so-lovely! Sugarcane n teh-bing n ice kacang!! Tts life lor. felt so relaxing jz sitting there watching the clouds roll by, the rich turquoise colour of the sea n haf the wind blowing in ur face. Perfect for gossip session! Haha. I tink I am lousy lah. The rest started discussing sm gossip in a well-informed manner while I jz sat n gaped n asked questions like “Who? What? When?! HOW??!!?!” haha aiyah miserable lah. Lucky hopey dopey oso dunno evythg heh.

Oh but poor timo fell down. Rather dramatically.

Me n txl n yiqing were for once cycling in front then suddenly a black shadow starts creepin up beside us quietly. Silently.

Arghhh! Being the feng nu ren I was I jz started exclaiming tt timo the mole was gaining on us so the three of us started pedaling reali furiously!!!!

And guess wat.

Timo the mole deviated from the concrete path n started pedaling in a mad frenzy!!! He swoshed past us like the wind! Like superman likedat ( SuperBikeMan!)!!! haha to tell the truth since knowing timo from my rv days this is the first time I see him likedat haha!!! But aiyah then he try to mount the concrete path again but bcos of the elevated edge of the pathway, the bike cldnt cross smoothly n he toppled sideways!!! I was horrified lah. Especially since yiqing was so near him n I was close behind yiqing! Jammed brakes!

N oh no timo was so brave didn’t even complain or anythg he jz got up n looked at his wounds n joked abt getting necrotising fasciitis! Gosh. Ou xiang! Haha. But the wounds look quite serious tho. I tink the pri sch kiddos sitting on the grass were shocked too. n we didn’t reali have any bandages or antiseptic to clean the wound smmore. Hai. Poor timo!!! But he still managed to cycle til the time we had to go bac lah. Bravo!!!

After cycling, I tink I felt as if my butt was a weird shape lah. Cos the seat on the mountain bike isn’t the most comfortable in the world lor. n then we bumped into two wandering st john’s students from dunman high! N they offered to clean timo’s wounds! Wahhh we were all reali impressed lah. Tho they bandaged timo’s leg until it looked as if he had sm reali serious injury or smthg heh. so nice rite!! Mz write in n thanked them ah!

While we were slackin in gelato, ah ting’s sharp eyes detected no less than FIVE furry thgs loitering jz outside the shop!!!

There were I tink 2 jack russells, 1 golden retriever, 1dalmatian n 1 unknown breed. Haha sijin went bananas!!! Tink she reali reali reali wants a dog of her own badly, I totally understand tt feeling! Ohh haha they r reali cute! The Dalmatian (Tyson!!) and the older jack Russell (ninja! Hoi!) belonged to an old couple n they were very nice abt us patting the dogs n takin pics wif them. The other dogs belonged to sm Japanese tai-tais! Haha n we all went gaga over the golden retriever lah. Its sooooooooooo pretty!!! N so big!!! I tink it’d make a perfect doggie fren! N oooo the fur’s so thick n nice! I tink I have a fetish for dog ears… so velvety n nice to touch!!! Ahah. N its tail jz looked like a giant brush lah! Its called chiro! N its super super guai! The owner asked it to sit (in Japanese woah!) n it reali sat down quietly n took fotos wif us! Very intelligent smmore! Noes to look in the direction of the camera ahah. The little jack Russell was reali bouncing ard. It kept standing on its hindlegs to “talk” to the big dalmatian!!! They look like best pals lor. hee

Hai hey sis tink we mz jia you on our devious plan to persuade mummie to let us haf a dog! Aiyah. Or u quick quick get married then u can haf a dog then I can take it for walks!!! Hee.

Oh no I wonder if we will still go out likedat now tt we no longer see each other as often le. So sad hor. I don’t want to lose my frens! Hai. Hey guys thx a lot I had reali a lot of fun today. =DDDDDD will miss the easy camaraderie among u ppl!!!
OUCH. I am sunburnt lah. 1st time wear sleeveless then sunburnt le!!! N I thot I didn’t get burnt lor. only to notice the red lobster skin on my back!!! GAH. Shldnt wear racer back lah. Ooooo. Pain. Ahha.

Oh dear I hope I don’t peel. My cousin’s weddin dinner tonite!!! Don’t wish to look like sm peeling er xin monster ahah. I’d hafta hide under the table n eat my sharksfin out of sight le. =P

i am super irritated. very pek chek. seriously. i hate it when in the midst of organising thgs there r jz a gazillion thgs tt do not go as planned. my email to osa apparently did not reach the person on charge. n yet. i know tt it definitely had been sent out. cos i CC it to alot of other ppl who did receive it. i have this sinking feeling she jz happily deleted it. imagine my shock when she told me she didnt get any emails from me n yes, it will definitely be quite hard to obtain approval for canvassing by tmr. rite. this is all i need to noe le. after bugging the grp leaders for so many times n in turn i bet they get very scared of receiving msges fr xinxin n i, tt mebbe the canvassing trip has got to be cancelled. not fair! n she jz had to breezily announce tt oh-yar-she'd-try-her-best-but-oh-so-sorry-its-too-short-a-notice. i mean yar to b fair, it is rather short a notice. but i was practically pleading le. n the email did get sent out. y did u guys have to delete it!

short fuse today. beginning to feel quite sian of this whole thg. most members r less than cooperative. n leaders r gettin scared of their members. n funding is fallin thru, wat wif so many disasters this yr the organisations r chanelling their funds elsewhere. not tt i can fault them. these ppl do need the money more than us. n ppl who r suppose to confirm if they r gg for the trip is takin their own sweet time in giving us a reply. i wonder y we r having such a hard time jz controlling the new members. our batch still ok, v enthu in fact. how abt the newbies? they seem to haf generally adopted a oh-its-smthg-i'd-do-if-i-not-gg-shopping-tt-day-lor attitude. i mean, wat is this! if u r not interested in volunteer work, u jolly well dont join any, n save the other members much grief from enduring ur heck-care attitude. i do NOT believe in herd-unity when it comes to volunteer work. if ur gd frens join, tt doesnt mean u gotta join too jz to show tt oh yea u're wif them alrite. smtimes jz feel like shouting hey u get out of my sight. gd riddance.

i wonder if this trip's gg to b a flop. lack of funds aside, i dont see any real commitment to any activities. mebbe its our fault. i dunno. but i jz dont get it. those who r not gg for the trip seems to b working so much harder than those who r gg. hello?! we r tryin to raise funds for YOU ok. not as if we got nothg better to do then ask u guys hey lets do more fundraising activites. can u pls like show us tt u understand y we r doing all these?!

the stress of tryin to tactfully let evryone noes tt its time to haf grp mtgings yar pls try to compile wateva is gettin to me. i feel like a huai ren. i noe the leaders prob feel super stressed too. but hey wat to do. the trip is like 7 weeks away! seems like NOTHG has been done yet! i smtimes get the feeling they get v irritated when i ask them to contact their members. i dont want it to b like this too u noe.

i hope tt those ppl who r lacking a certain lvl of maturity will not b gg for the trip. hah pls, plan ur holidays elsewhere. i dont want my last visit to the country b marred by visions of u ppl behaving like irresponsible teenagers wif no regard for punctuality n wateva.

i hope those who have worked hard pls. do go for the trip. wld nv regret it.

HAPPIE 21ST BDAE DIANASAUR!!!!! Hahahahahah *beams* reali, so many ppl having bdaes lately… jz yesterday got 5 friends woah! Linus, lester, lenith, teck lun, sheerene. Gosh. =D its rather exciting to go bdae parties tho, I tink I didn’t even go to tt many when I was a kiddo! Like 2nd childhood likedat, playin games…

Wah dianasuar’s party was the ultimate gross games lah. Involves a lot of saliva! Heh. wat spitting out 50 rock melon seeds (ivan the hero!! Applause!!) and cracking enuff melon seeds to get 150 perfect, unbroken erm wat do u call them? Melon rou haha wateva. I discover an absolute lack of talent in tt department. Out of the gazillion or so I tried to crack ( v unglam! Hafta like stick the melon seed in to the very back in btw ur molars n then with utmost precision with a good feel of the correct angle, exert justtttttt the right amt of pressure so tt u don’t totally blow the melon rou to smithereens) I tink only 4 survived the clumsy n boorish cracking of my teeth. Heh. oh well. Wat do u expect from a brontosaurus rite… *mutter* ;p

I realize I will really miss my classmates A LOT. No longer shout “feng nu ren!!!” at qichang, or say hello to my fellow dinosaur pal. Or get to give huiting her wakup call when she fails to msg me tt shes awake. Or blame ivan when I fall sick. Or jz bcm feng 2gether wif ah jin. Gossip wif yiqing. N yes! Txl!!! Complain abt our lack of erm aiyah u noe wat lah lets not broadcast to the whole world heh. HAI. Not forgetting my mugging gang lor. tho its been ages since I mugged wif them! Realized I simply cant concentrate. Gosh recall the days when I used to fly paper areoplanes in the lib. Quietly tho! Was hardly ever a nuisance to the other muggers. Erm. Most of the time. =x

Haiyo. So horrigible. Now hafta buy horrid prim n proper formal clothes to wear to hospitals!!! I refuse! I feel n weigh like a small elephant now lor. I refuse to ask for xxxxxxxxxxxxL sizes from the stick-thin figures masquerading as human salespersons in the shops!!! My morale will reach an all-time low!!!!!!!!!!! *wails* but the whole world is buyin clothes. Looks like its byebye tshirts hello boring officey clothes. Oh no. ppl will tink I am like 30 yrs old lah. I shall whack whoever tells me tt. Yes. Haha. =D

Oh yes txl, I went for my allergy testing. In novena. The other side of the world! But ok lah let me gauge how much time I need to get to ttsh… haha which happens to b in novena too!!! DON’T go ok. Its horrendously expensive! The doc told me I cant test for evythg lah. So zeroing in on cod fish, which is supposedly wat they use on fish n chips. But hor, I doubt the test will b conclusive since there r fish n chips fr certain places tt I can eat! So I foresee myself gg for a skin patch test in 3 wks time. N I cant test for drug allergies lah, each test is abt 30+++ bucks no $$ le. Today I am poorer by $98.14 le. Gosh. N I was ordered to carry anti-histamines wherever I go! Cos the doc declared tt I prob had chronic urticaria. Ewwwwww. Sounds disgustin rite. Like I can break out in hives anyday anytime anywhere likedat. Hope I don’t hafta subject more friends to the trauma of seeing me when I haf urticaria. Its absolutely appallingly gross. =/

I wonder why I feel so busy everyday. Wat am I busy wif? *scratch head* seems like I am always rushin here, rushing there. Nv had a more hectic holiday. Sigh. So sad. The brownie I baked for huiying wont reach her le! Thot I can pass it to her today, turns out tt shes not coming home n shes flyin again tmr! Sad. Her bdaes so long ago! Still didn’t manage to catch up wif her. *gloom* looks like my family’s gg to gobble it up le. Nooooooooooo I bet I’d eat it too. help! All tt cheese! All tt icing! All tt choc! I’m a elephant morphing into a woolly mammoth. Sheesh. Ahhh at least I manage to pass a sizeable piece to zy b4 he left. Heh. hope he don’t fall sick. Feels gd to see smone njoy my baking. Yay! N I’m gg to see lihui tmr!! Woohoooooo!!! Gg to buy lunch for her n pass her her share of brownie hee. Hope I don’t get lost is nus tho. I seldom venture into the arts territory.

Thought of the day: my mummie jz sent me an email, abt friendship day. N she looked so childishly excited! Kept buggin my sis to come n take a look too. haha. Got a lot of nice flowers lah n she kept commenting look so pretty!!! Then she mentioned tt her head hurts. Jz simply touchin it. Hope nothg’s wrong. Reali these little remarks enuff to give us a big fright. Lives r so frail. Pls let nothg b wrong. I cant stand it. Can smone pls tell me wat happens when we die? Oh dear. So morbid.



Pls don’t call me darling. My thots will run wild. I reali did freaked out last nite.

I tink I may as well haf been bitten by a tse-tse (pronounced “sexy!”) fly, feeling slpy ALL THE TIME. Gosh. But yet theres like a gazillion thgs to accomplish!!! *wails
Must say tt time is reali flying by, soon I’d a an old lady sipping tea as I rock my days away in my rickety rocking chair. *grouch*

Finally had ktv! Hehe oldies day in lihao’s aka joseph phua’s hse… MY GOD. Can u believe it? There r actuali ppl rich enuff to install a ktv system at home complete wif a projector screen n 4 mikes n bks wif songs tt r numbered for u to choose!!! No need to change dvd k, simply punch in the numbers n hey presto!!! Ur song is chosen! But of cos haha we were bored to tears by the same ang moh lady posing on the screen… haha. I tink me n Nicholas feel like sm “jiu qing mian mian” singers lah, cos we sang so many old songs tt no one else have heard of. Am rather surprised by my knowledge of old songs. Different era from the rest likedat! Glad to noe Nicholas knows even MORE old songs haha =D

And there were erm I tink 5 cars lor. 1 bentley, 2 rolls-royce, 1 sports car forgot wat, 1 SUV… me n ting were tinking if we sell off both our hses n mebbe our whole families bcm sold off as salves wld we ever b able to buy a Bentley.
But hor. Actuali the rolls-royce n the Bentley isn’t as pretty as I thot it wld b. rather ugly in fact. Imposing yes, u can practically SMELL the moneymoney zingzing $$$$ but very boxy leh! like a toy car likedat. Ok I guess I am jz too middle-cls to appreciate them heh.

2nd ktv session was wif zy n gang as usual. Only four os us tho. No lihui (whos mugging for exams) n no jb (away in tioman). BUT much much crazier than usual. It was a fast-song only 3-hr long of absolutely mad jumping n screaming n ecstasy-like head-shaking!!!

Tts the fun wif singing wif them lah, no inhibitions one! Was more like an aerobics session than a ktv session hoho. N the ktv person kept walking by n peering in, tink he mz either b worried abt the poor sofas we were dancing on or very amused by us hehe. Feel abit sad to tink zy will b leavin for china soon to study. Chey!
Ditch ur buddies for fudan uni! =P n not even planning on coming bac to visit us regularly!!! *mutter* kick u off my bestfriend long hu bang ahha =P haiyo n flyin to sweden smmore lah. By the time u come bac we will all b muggin away again. WAH.

Oh ahah zy recorded our singing. It was horrendous!!!!!!!!!! esp those songs sang by him n jj. Bu shi ren cheng de lor! sounds like sm garbled gibberish n mad shrieking n weird static-like noises!!! Plain disgusting lah. No one can ever guess tt they can actuali sound quite gd heh. xtine n I not much better lah huh. Tink all of us simply too high tt day! Dunno y tho, prob cos waited too long to ktv le, too much pent-up energy. I tink jj is so funny! Zy n him, wacky pair lah! Wonder if we’d still go for ktv 2gther without zy next time. Hmm. May b quite funny tho.

Hai. Hafta go national skin center tmr to c doc. N convince him I am in serious need of allergy testing. I wonder y they cant jz let me take the test!!! I am like The Allergic One lor. anythg touch me n its hey! Urticaria! N now its has extended to include fish n chips. *rolls eyes* how bizarre. Soon I’d bcm a bubble girl le. Cant touch dirt, dust, penicillin voltaren, dirty animals, dirty bks, dirty anythg, fish n chips.

Jz don’t ever let me b allergic to chocs. I cant bear it.

btw i saw a pri sch fren today. he didnt noe he saw me tho, haha little joke btw zy n me... cool he rides a bike! looks exactly the same as he did in pri 3 ahah. =D small small world.

rodneyrodneyrodneyrodney woohoo!

Rodney!!! rodneyrodneyrodneyrodney!!!! Me n my sister. Devious Duo. Hehehehehe *rubs hands together n cackles evilly* we’ve thot of a way to work our way towards getting a dog. Of cos. Sneaky underhanded measures r definitely a must. Considering my mum isn’t a fan of anythg tt moves who isn’t a human being. Hiakhiakhiak.

Step 1: now that we got our darling hammies, just gotta make sure she don’t come near them enuff to freak out at wat she calls eeuuuuggghhhh-furry-little-thgs-tt-smell

Step 2: upgrade to a guinea pig! Mebbe can pretend our frens gave it to us or smthg. Hehehe. Anyway a guinea pig looks just like a gigantic garguantous hamster mah. Ooooooooooooo n he MUST look exactly like Rodney!!!! Doc dolittle’s talking guinea pig!

Step 3: save up, buy a dog. Pretend tt ooooo how can tt be? Smone else gave it to us again!!!! Hahaha!

Hope my mum don’t freak up n move out of the hse man. I tink can trust my dad to get hooked on terrorizing the animals like he terrorise tinky n diggy nowadays. Heh.


Hai. I wonder if I will ever own my own doggie who’d run wif me n jumped ard me like witty jumps ard crissy. My mum promised she’d nv step into my hse of I do. BAH! Parents. Cant understand the joys of having pets. Tink they had too much of kampung chickens n pigs to see them as anythg remotely adorable.

I am kinda cross-eyed now. Having shut myself n lived as a recluse for the past 2 days feverishly reading books. Seriously. *rolls eyes* as if I didn’t have enuff of reading! Oh but I cant help it. Haha. I onto my third book. Except… kinda creepy to read at nite since it’s a murder suspense story. Cant help it. Scaredy-cat genes. Hehe. Oh well considering my darling elder sis finds The Mummy scary… wat can I say. Heh. oh oh no shes gonna bash me up again!

Haha had a reali funny morning today. Went cemetery to sao mu, then my parents drag us to look at fish. Hahahah hilarious since we both look like giant pandas, n ooophh my gosh there were so many dead fishes in the tanks lor. pretty sad. How can this be a fish farm!?!? They don’t even seem to notice the fishes were dead. Oh hidden in one corner was all these reali cool animals!!! Tones n tones of guinea pigs!!! N there was this cute little toothy piggy tt reali looks like rodney’s twin. Haha. The others all have this disheveled look abt them!u noe, fur all fluffed up n sticking out at angles. Ahahahahah. Except Rodney dearest. Well-groomed n absolutely beauuuuutttifuuul fur!

I wonder y I am seeing animals everywhere these days. Let it be a harbinger of gd news! Like my mum suddenly discover the joys or rearing pets. Hehe.

Oh no oh noooo I am yawning again. Wats wif me. Nowadays hafta slp 12 solid hrs. n then smmore. ARGH. Its no gd. Hafta succumb. … … …

how much is that doggie in the window... woofwoof!!

OOOOOOOOOOO I am so in love!!!
Can smone wif extra cash to spare jz give me $2500 bucks…
PLS….

Wah I saw the CUTEST Yorkshire terrier juz the other day!!!
My gdness. I always thot I wanted a big doggie to run wif me n stuff, preferably a lassie-type dog, but this dog was juz so adorable.

He was in the pet shop in jurong point, n smone had tied up a little tuft of his hair wif a rubber band. (tho I usually tink poor dogs when I see them trussed up like tt… ) n he was like juz walking sideways in his little cage

To the left!!! Four little trots, lift my left paws. To the right!!! Four little trots, lift my right paws.

N he continued lie this for ages… haha. Me, my sister n a young malay gal were in raptures over his little antics.

Oh dear. I wish I have tt little puppy. *dreamy look*




Oh hey jieying!!!
Haha don’t worry k, ur exams will b over soon! Anyway my sch is startin in like 2 wks.. ahaha. *gloom* jia you woah!!!!

N bin! Haha don’t go tioman lah, then we can go ktv! Zy is scoldin me lor… bleagh. hee

post-exam rambles!!!

Freedom!!! 12-hr sleeps!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaahhahahaha YAYAYAYYAYA whoohohohohohohohohooooooooooooooooo *turns cartwheels* wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Guess wat?!

My exams r over. *silly silly grin*

I’m gg to grin for the rest of my life.

Hahahahahahha!!!!!! U noe if smone asked me to fly up to the moon now n bring it down I can prob do it. Except I’m a deadweight. Wahahaha!

Oh btw, HOT NEWS!!!! I saw jeanette aw today!!!!! When I was wif xtine n zhengyi n we were queuing up for the atm. At paragon! N then… I suddenly saw lotsa GLOW in my face. FWAH! Gorgeous looking jeanette aw! N the ah soh in me juz HAD to squeak “JEANETTE AW!!!” so loudly. Yep. She turned. N I juz had to look away in mortification. ME leh!!! this girl whos abt her age ogling as if I am sm starstruck ditzy chick! Oh but who cares, cos I was reali starstruck lah. Its so exciting don’t u tink!?! She has suddenly bcm my number idol. Cos I can boast I have seen her before heh. oh n she looks reali SWEET! Gosh. Zhengyi ditched us lor. went up the escalator chasing after her. God. How su. Must nv tell him when we bump into stars liao.

Oh yar. Btw, I feel this pressing need to announce to the whole world how miserable I was studying for my pros. I felt so sad! Holed up at home, facing four walls, with only my sis n hamsters to tok to!!!! Not tt I didn’t try to study in sch… BUT tt very first day I attempted to mug in sch, zy offered to chaffeur me since he had to go for checkup, n guess wat!!! I ended up gg to sch 5 hrs later! Cos. His car just had to break down half a busstop before he was s’posed to pick me up. *rolls eyes* n so, there we were, under the sweltering heat of the sun, looking like two fools, shooing the cars away to let them noe there is a road hazard. So unglam rite! N all bcos zy did not haf a breakdown sign wif him. *big sigh* wat is this lor. haha. U shld be banned from the road! Road hazard leh! okok I better not sound too ungrateful else hes NEVER gg to take us out for rides anymore. *zip* =I

Oh yes! Bac to my horrid experience. I started out muggin leisurely lah. Tinking its abit sad to start rite after I finished q whole string of tests. THEN I started getting The Calls. Form ah ting. N xtine. The Calls tt finally jolt me to reality tt I had NO time!!! N then I became this raving madwoman who studies like theres no life outside of books. OOF. I reali tink studying is hazardous to health (wait. I seem to keep using this word today! Argh.). n ppl like me who cant do consistent work shld b locked up once evry three days for DOM (directly-observed-mugging) so ttt we don’t suddenly bcm all jelly-legs when the exams draw near. Bleagh.

But the worse is yet to come!

1st day of exam:

went to sch feeling cold n clammy but determined not to break down n to write as much crap as I can to scrape a pass for MB.

To my left: “shakeshake” -> degree: mild, tolerable

To my right: “shakeshake. Cross. Uncross. All together now, up! Ninety degrees with respect to the floor. Synchronized shakes. One still, the other shakes. All together again! Ready!!! Shake like MAD!!!” -> degree: richter scale 10.1, horrifying!!!

Oh yes tt wat I had to endure with during my exams!! U noe my worst nitemare whenever I sit for exams is to sit beside people who shake their legs! Especially when the exact same thg happened to me when I sat for my econs a-level paper. N I was desperately trying to keep the facts from flying straight out of my brain, but the shakes r like driving them out!!!

Shake shake. Out flew bacteriology. Shake shake shake. Byebye virology. Shake shake shake shake!!!! Sob haf a bon voyage worms!!!!!!

My heart was reali bleeding inside lor. I reali felt very tempted to raise my hands n start crying to the examiners so tt I can haf my seat changed. But. I thot it wldnt b very nice to complain oso lah. Since they prob will feel uncomfy if they cant shake their legs! Its jz tt it was driving me nuts. Theres no way I can use both hands to shield my field of vision from the shakes!

Actuali the left one was still quite tolerable. The right one was absolutely terrible! Cos theres so many patterns of shakes, my head cant adjust to it at all. I felt quite dizzy. Like seas sick u noe. Hahaha. But well. I tink the next 3 exams will b jz beside these two folks. GAH. How lucky. *muttermutter*

Anyway, time’s reali running out. In less then two wks sch’s startin again!!! *gasp* how inhumane. Oh but its reali quite exciting tho!!! But I tink I better go buy insurance. Wes n me discovered xtine has a violent streak in her. Smacked us non-stop when we went out after pros, n we cant escaped since we were in crissy’s car. ARGHHHHHHHH. I’m gg to look like a typical case of child abuse. Unless…. I can convince xtine to smack wes doubly hard n spare me. Hahaha. =P oh yeah! N its not bad tt I knew almost everyone from my cg! Except one. Haha. Hope they don’t mind me looking stupid. Cos I jz may ask a lot of stupid questions. Oh well!

Yawn. Ok better go slp. I look so haggard these days! Tink ppl may die of shock when they c me. “oooo wat a freak!” haha. Nites nites..!!!