i am 25 years old and this is a day i feel particularly tired, exhausted jaded and cynical.

it's strange how when u were a kid u just want to grow up really fast and be out there in the real world experiencing the exicitng life of a grownup, only to realise that perhaps it was all just a imaginary picture-perfect life that doesn't exist.

i am sooooooooo tired. of everything.

of going to work.

of not having weekends off.

of meeting nasty ppl in my life.

of being expected to know when i wasn't taught.

of ppl who likes to point fingers.

of ppl who think they are sm smart.

of ppl who mismanage thgs.

of lazy ppl.

of politics.

of not having time to do the thgs i would really love to do.

of not having time to see my friends.

of not having the energy to meet up with my friends when i finally have time to m,eet up with them.

of not being able to have a lie-in on weekend mornings when the whole world is still slumbering.

of not having enough time to bring my parents out.

of not having enough myself time.

of caring for thankless patients.

of ungrateful demanding patients and family who think they have a right to treat us like dirt just cos they think we are earning oodles of money and doing no work.

of feeling unappreciated at work.

of the unequal distribution of work.

of the amount of bitching that goes on and on at the workplace.

of the fact that i am sacrificing my time and health for... remind me what again?

of the fact that we are expected to work inhumane hours if necessary.

of the fact that i don't get enough sleep.

of the people who shout at me for no reason when i make referrals to them.

of losing my love for my work.