noooo it cant beeeeeeee

i am in shock.

my comp was reformatted yday.

today evrythg's gone.

i cant even find MSword!!!!

*panic attack*

wats wrong with the world...

y torture smone like me who took a few mths to pick up the guts to switch on the computer.

GRRRRRRRRRRRR.

and its officially The End of my holidays. *shell-shocked* its now 12.01am. n yes. my two "greatest" pals on earth have to announce it to me in tt gleeful u-haf-sch-i-dont-haf-neni-neni-poo-poo tone. tragic. wat kind of frens have i got...

my life as of today. will consists of dressing primly n properly again. n trying not to mess up evrythg i do. i resolve to be a changed person!!! *bravely* i am sure i can do without my 12 hrs of slp. (yar rite. dont get too near me in the morning. i may bite.)

my dad took me out to drive today. he seriously wants me to drive to AH. oh no. needless to say. i stalled only abt oooo 4 or 5 times.

not tt i am lousy!!!! i tink i am jz very rash. when i turn. haha! i feel like a stuntman. too much excitement for a day le. WHEW.

hai. its time for bed. but how can i get to slp at this ridiculous hr?! its so early! most days i'd still reading til 3. (nah folks dont worry nothg academic. gimme my comics n suspense anyday.)

alrite. bid a tearful gdbye to my bloggie. *patpat* hope i'd still have time to crap.

wanna b a racer when i retire

Whee!!! Initial D rocks! I can almost believe I am a jay chou fan again!!! *beams* was expecting it to b erm actually quite lousy. Was all prepared for it in fact. But thot hey at least its abt racing sounds quite exciting rite?!

Haha it was actually quite funny!!! N I tink it helps to b watching wif frens who laugh at the same crappy jokes as me!!! (thx zy n louis) =D well. To tell the truth. I’ve nv seen jielun’s teeth b4 this. I am still reeling from the inreality of it! N *gasp* I mz say tt jielun looks quite gd. N shawn yue. N Edison chen (who has the cm-beat-me-up look!)!!! oh but I seriously like chapman to’s spoofiness!! Its so funny! Had me in stitches all the way!!! Reali felt like playing Daytona there n there when I was watching the show.

The way the car hugged the curves! Jz squeezed thru the opponents! Breathtakingly close! Whew! Reali a beauty to watch. Yar but I wonder how cm they wont get car-sick. Haha! I wonder how it feels to ride in a car traveling in tt speed? The adrenaline rush! Mz b reali exciting! But yar my life will prob b shortened by 10 yrs or smthg… =P

Oh yes. Argh. Hols r ending!!!! *stunned* tts it. Soon back to my pathetic life. I wont see my frens again. Byebye waking-up-at12. Hello books. *gloomgloomgloom*

exotic muscle aches

I am rather amazed. I didn’t noe tt the axillary area has got muscles. I mean, yar, I noe by right it shld haf. But y should I b having muscle ache in the axillary area?!! Flabbergasted. I don’t tink I meant to tone my axillary area at all.

Feeling rather battered as it is. I tink… me n ah ting were too idealistic to begin wif! Ahha!! We thot we’d take amore by storm, like phwoar be the fittest gals within a wk n go for cls everyday. But the 1st lesson left us reeling in shock already.

1st lesson was Step n Sculpt. Suppose to be quite alrite for beginners. BUT sorry we spent most of the time tryin to catch wat the instructor was shouting out. (“charleston kick! Left regular! Right mambo! Right heel tap!”) n yes so most of the time we were looking perpetually bewildered n for me at least simply tryin to entangle my legs as I realized it should b my right instead of left foot etc etc. phew.

To add insult to injury. Smack in front of us were these 3 tai-tai aunties. Dressed to the nines in the newest aerobics fashion. Midriff bared. Fashionable blue attire trimmed with yellow. N skipping ard nv missing a single step! Right in sync with the instructor! N doing complicated reverse turns n wat-nots while I struggle to differentiate my left from right foot! They r my idols lah. I tink they mz be attending their nth lesson already!!! N yes. They haf tt “no-sweat” look on their faces. NOT panting at all. Not sweating at all. They look like its as easy as ABC. Aiyo.

Haha most of the time I was grinning inanely at myself lah. I cant help it! Its so funny! Too big a contrast btw the aunties n us fumbling fools. But I had fun! N wow my abdo muscles actually ached the nxt day! Impressive.

Hip hop was fun too… but the steps r actuallu quite short. Cos the lesson’s only an hr! but the instructor was really cool! If only we can dance like her… wow! I tink the guys will haf nosebleeds watching her dance lah! =P

And yes. Theres only one wk of holidays left. *sad look* sigh! I cant decide whether I shall spend my days lazing at hm or haf my fill of fun. Both r equally appealing. N YAY! Meiling’s bac! We stooges can go out 2gether n sing ktv like the gd old days! Mz teach her all the new mz-sing songs. *beams* had so much fun celebrating her bdae yesterday… ( HAPPIE 21ST BDAE MEILING!!!!) pretending that her bf was kidnapped n then asking her to do the most outrageous n crappy thgs in order to “rescue” him ahaha =P oh yes. N zy’s blackforest cake was…. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm HEAVEN!!! N of cos the $70 hilton cheesecake too! *faint* really like the chatting all night long part too… reminiscent of the old days when we were still schooling haha =P oh n it was a theme party too! lihui xtine n I dressed up as retro as we could, but smhow we morphed into S.H.E halfway thru the party. Zy n gang… lousy pokes! Simply put on bathrobes! *rolls eyes* n then there were the Pink girls! N the Pink n flower crowned girls! (who naturally won cos they really look nice n put in more effort than us… *guilty*) oh well! At least I got to haf the toy car from their prize (kinder surprise choc eggs heh) =P petty zy tried to steal it lor. tsk.

Oh well. I better catch sm slp. Lips cracking. Feeling dehydrated. MALAISE!!! Hai. Only slpt abt 3.5 hrs today haha. Yeay! Oh pls ask me out ppl. Else I’d choose to slack at hm. N I jz noe tt I’d regret it.

girl in rags

Today I became the proud owner of a little green cardboard card which costs *GULP* a grand total of $147.00. very ex hor! BUT, its time I do smthg fun while I still can. Me n ah ting r now proud members of amore fitness club!!!! YAYAY!!!!! +DDDDD

It’s a very exhilarating feeling to noe tt u haf paid big bucks for smthg so u noe u definitely hafta make full use of it. (erm at least tts my mentality!!!) anyway. Watch out world. U’d see a flabless me in erm 2 wks time! (mind u, if I am still as flabby it mz b amore’s fault. Definitely not cos I am still cavorting with Ruffles n Lays. Ahaha)

Anyway folks. I’ve decided once again to eat air for the next two wks. Feeling the pinch. But yes! Hopefully this will drag me out of the hse n get me jumping ard everyday bursting with energy! (tts our plan anyway) with a healthy glow. Heehee. Well ah ting was muttering “I hate u” msges to the cover girl on amore’s brochures. Lalala. As if shes anywhere near the word fat lah. =P

Our cming schedule. We r gg for a class everyday!!!! So fun!!! *secretly hopes my poor lazy heart don’t go into shock over the sudden hike in demand for blood to b pumped* gg to squeeze three mths worth of lessons into these two wks!

Wednesday: (1st cls!!! Woohoo!!!) Step n sculpt

Thursday: Kardio Sculpt

Friday: HIP HOP!!!! Coool!!!!!!!!!

Saturday: High/Low Impact Aerobics

Sunday: Kickboxing!!!



Yeah, I feel so healthy n fit jz writing abt this. Sheesh. I wonder. If. I can get thru evrythg in one piece. Haha. Considering the most exercise I’ve done in recent times is…. taaadaaaaaaaaa lying in my bed snoozing for 24 hrs tryin to let my body noe tt its holidays again. But I am so bored of slping. N when I go out, I miss my bed terribly. Don’t even want to go out anymore! Which is bad. Since this feelin comes to me evry holidays then I will regret not playing more when sch starts! Argh. Wat a horrible internal conflict.

Tmr I shall go blading. With lihui!!! YAY!!! Bet I’d still fall over tryin to get over the humps tho. GRRRR. Prepare to cm hm wif aching butt. Wonder if I’d ever reach a stage I feel competent enuff to skate without lihui hovering like within one metre’s reach for me to yell at her n fling my arms towards her as I fall. So paiseh!!!! Aiyah. N watch as five yr old kiddos zoom past me happily as I flail my arms like a chicken tryin to fly. *flap my wings*

Today zy commented on the sudden colonization of my face by The Pimples. *hides face in shame* aiyah wat to do. Cant b bothered to stay away fr all the nicenice food n as usual I tend to forget to drink water when I am not studying. HAI!!! I shall resolve to b a better person from this moment onwards. Limit myself to lets see mebbe 5 m&ms per wk. No more chips. No more durians till all my pimply frens bid me a fond farewell. Heh. I wish the supermkts in my neighbourhood will jz close down lah. Then no more temptations!




Update fr overseas: yay daddy is back! N so r TXL n Qich! Woohoo!!! My msn kakis r back. Hiakhiakhiak. =D


Oh yes, n the mysterious number tt appeared on my caller ID 2 wks ago is definitely a china hp number. Weird. Wonder who. ???

holidays mania!!!!

WHEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Holidays!!!!
FINALLY.
*counts white hairs on my head*
abt time too!!!!

haha mz say tt eclinics seem like a breeze now in retrospect. Feel so grown up all of a sudden, as if I have been integrated into the real world of hisbiscrub n grouchy patients n “green means sterile” operation theatres.

If I count the number of times I washed my hands… ahah I tink its more than the number of times I washed my hands per yr! (don’t get me wrong I am NOT dirty k… jz… erm hahah clean enuff haha)

Anyway. Holidays r here. N I totally haf no idea how to spend it meaningfully. Hmmm.

N I miss my CG!!!! *wails* such nice ppl!!!! N had soooooooooooo much fun wif them!!!! Six wks too short to reali noe them all very well though…. Aiyah. So sian. Was jz getting to the part where I reali njoy seeing them everyday then… BAM. Wake up call. End of eclinics le! N I am a slow-warmer lor. no more slacking ard n eating yummy food le. =P

Lets see. Xtine n wes, hahaha aiyo!!! I see them so much they r coming out of my ears le, so nothg new to report lah. (except ooooo of cos they haf their lovey dovey moments so we hafta siam! Hhahaha) but oh I seldom clerk wif them lah cos we had to do guy-girl pairing so tt we gals can chaperone the guys… wah. Except on days when alex (xtine’s counselor) came to give us sm tips!!! Gosh. Those were the nites man! When we jz felt like we can stay overnight in ttsh le don’t go hm le so tired!

Ruru!!! LULU!!! The mamasan!!! (aka zairu heehee) Ahha yay! So glad to haf befriended this fren!!! She with the sweet smile, but BEWARE!!! Most likely to whip out her PR gel n look at u with menacing eyes!!!! *glint* her idea of waking u up will be with a PR!!! Friends u haf been warned!!!! Hahaha =P oh yes definitely will miss her lots. Always on hand to help too!!! I tink its rare to find ppl like her these days… we all tink jiayong is lucky to haf her by his side lor! oh yes, n we r her fellow sufferers of The Ones selected to be tested by The Tutor from hell… so yar, we reali reali sort of bonded agst our common enemy!!! YEAH!!! (for details, pls call my hotline ahah. don’t wished to b sued…. Shhhh *shifty look*) =D

Yanrong the lianrong!!! Haha actuali was the only one I wasn’t even on “hi-bye” terms wif b4 mtging in the CG, but hoho hes soo funny! Well known for his hypothyroidism (1st to slp whenever we finish lunch heh) n yes! Once we high-heeled gals were walking behind n we wanted to praise him for walking slowly wif us (since well all the guys were oredi outta sight!!) n yes, he had to burst our bubble by saying “not cool to walk fast mah”. Wah lau. Haha! Hilarious lah. Great clerking partner too! tho we seem to spend our time wandering from ward to ward like lost souls… =P

Sean (mr call-me-bond-james-bond cannery)!!! Our food ic! *beams* yeah!!! If theres nothg else I liked abt ttsh’s location, the food made up for it!!! N yes hes the man to ask! Ahah noes all the yummy yum yum food ard novena! (often see other CGs giving us envious dagger glares as we happily threw down our labcoats n went roaming ard for gd food!) n yar, well-known for ordering two lunches n finishing it n yet still remain unfat. Man. How unfair! *jealous*

Yujia!!! The most-bullied one in the grp! Smtimes I pity her haha the way the guys attack her, but woah she san handle it well!!! Impressive man! Haha well-known for the fact she fell onto the bed while examining a patient b4 teeheee. Oops. N oh yes. A lot of scandals. Definitely. We r still in the midst of extorting a confession fr her… (yes we haf spies arranged liao to keep us informed!!!)

Mr ek khoon!!! Our fearless leader!!! Who seesaws to n fro from responsible leader mode to little kid mode! Yes whose idea of CG bonding was having each of us taking out our measuring tape n then smone shouting a number then each of us tugging frantically at our tapes to see who gets the length nearest to the number shouted out. Erm. Yes. Haha. N who had to rush out to cut his hair in order to face The Tutor. Poor him. Reali reali need to thk him for helping ur arrange our tuts!

Hai. Gd times reali don’t last huh! Spent the last day in nus today, n went to orchard in ek’s car to… play LAN!!!! Wow! Me n xtine r hooked. We used to tink y r guys so hooked to LAN?! So bloody!!! N violent! Haha but well it was reali fun!!! Mebbe cos we didn’t play counterstrike lah, played battlefront (sm star wars thingy) hehe. N its so cheap!!! Better than playing Daytona lor. though ahah I tink xtine n I spent most of the first half hr running ard in circles tryin to find thgs to shoot at! Ah. But better than wes, who killed off both his teammates (sean n me!! Wah wat is this lor)!! erm. N I was accused of running rite past yanrong when ek was finishing off. Oopsy. Ahaha sorry lah! I tink I was busy rushing headlong into the enemy’s camp all the time!!! Don’t ask em wat I was doing I haf no idea! Then I was having so much fun killing off xtine (hehe sniper sia!) n I kept getting whacked by ek. Brrr. Chey!

Hai. Fun times r over! Sob. I miss ttsh too!! such a nice place, n we r all totally in love wif prof low. He sooooo very nice! Looks the part of kindly old grandfather! Theres jz smthg so unposer-ish abt him! Though hes holding such a senior position, he has absolutely no airs abt him! N will cm to tutorials wif ink-stained shirts n no socks. Ahha. So real!!! N so willing to teach! Sigh. Unlike sm tutors (look pointedly at all my fellow sufferers) haha who r not even consultants lah.

I feel so lucky to haf been in ttsh lor. gg ah next, hope I haf jz as much fun!!! N I tink my next CG is full of nice ppl too! yeah!!! Hopefully I can learn smthg lah. I am quite lost abt surgery stuff. Anyway!
Plenty of time to tink of tt, time to settle down into holiday mode! Gosh. Wat a nice word! HOLIDAYS!!!! Ahahha

Yay. Folks pls don’t msg me or call me b4 12pm everyday. Don’t expect a reply I’d b aslp. Hibernation again. Haha lalalala!!! Bye!!! Hope evryone’s enjoying their hols oredi! =D