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Woah. Its been so long since I met up with my friends!!! Feeling abit friendless now. =( no fun studying everyday. Yet cant bring myself to do anythg but go straight home after sch! Perpetual exhaustion syndrome. Eeks.

Hai hey txl!!! I haven’t chatted with u in AGES!!!!! Mebbe cos I am nv on msn n when I am on u r not. Bleagh. Haha anyway I bought my new phone liao. Filing for chapter 11 (bankruptcy) ahha…. *heart aches*

I think its quite hideous actually. I am still really sad abt the sudden demise of my beloved old darling phone. I cant bear to trade it in! (esp since the value has dropped from $200 to $20 overnight…. Grouch) I bought the sister phone of my old phone. Except it’s The Ugly Sister. Aha. I was all prepared to hate it lah but I jz cant put of buying my phone! Cos I felt so insecure and weird using mummie’s phone which feels totally foreign to me. But… well grudgingly got to admit this phone is not that bad lah. I have stopped shooting looks of disdain at it anyway. Haha beginning to play more with it yay!



You know smtimes I just find it really tiring to try and understand what sm ppl r thinking abt. I don’t think I understand even though I sort of had insight into the other party’s perspective. Smtimes just feel really bewildered like “hey why is this happening to me” lor. But I guess it cant be helped. Mebbe jz not meant to be close friends bah. I mean I can understand the don’t-want-to-be-too-nice-i-need-to-prevent-myself-getting-hurt part since well I practise it too but seriously! Its not like anythg is gg to happen AT ALL. Not even a remote possibility lor. Gets quite frustrating smtimes having to deal with this kind of behaviour. Well I can norm take it really well jz don’t get me on a bad day. Grrr.