the weighing machine would soon start yelling at me to have only one person standing on it instead of two.

*burp*

i feel like ChompChomp the monster. *munch munch*

went for the neuro ward nurses' bbq today! (yes somehow my life evolves around eating now) shootz. *pinches my cheeks* looking more like a chipmunk lately! darn. my own fault. have been single-handedly polishing off all the goodies my dad's students baked for him! ARGH i am hopeless. i think i am falling sick from choc products.

liqi didnt make it in the end... poor girl! when i called her at 7plus, she was still in SGH waiting to review post-op patients who have yet to come out from the OT!! .......... ok. remind me never to choose SGH surg as a posting... and she didnt manage to go post-call the day before either! oh dear.

it was good to see everyone again! almost all the drs were present, most of the nurses, and the ward clerk kala(?)! ooooooooo and dr teoh brought his wife!!! i heard she's japanese... dunno if it's true... but she does look the part, v fair and pretty!

i can't believe i miss not going to NUH. ha. and there was sooooooooo much food! and there was a small hill of otah! for some weird reason, i have been having loss of appetite with funny cravings. otah is right up my alley! *drools*

it was only when we were tucking in when i realised this is actually pearl's last day... she has resigned! it's so sad watching them say gdbye. hai. she's going to work in the US instead... and she's from myanmar! wished i had known earlier, would have so much to chitchat with her! i love burmese, they are such nice people. =D and we met the new HO of neuro! it's actually chee siong, i didn't know he was taking over from liqi! i thought liqi was just showing him the ropes so that he can start work smoothly... oh dear judging by what i hear looks like he has it bad. if it were me i would prob feel v stressed! imagine, u are a malaysian and u studied med in ireland, and now u have to work in singapore! it's a hypertension-inducing combination man. luckily he seems to be hanging in there...

played silly games at the bbq, and really makes me feel like a freshman again! havent play such games in yrs! haha ooooo i think i sprain my rigid back when we had to cross under a rope limbo rock-style... i have never been able to do that properly before! it's just like asking an elephant to ride a bicycle lor. haha looks like tmr i need CRIB. and a mountain of medicated plasters. *oww*

sigh. hope we would still be able to hang out like this next time! i really hate my self, i show many signs of premature ageing!!!! brought my camera today, so determined was i to take photos with all of them, in the end. i discovered to my horror that i did not bring my SD card!!

*bangs head against the wall*

let me be.

i am the silliest thing on earth. GAH. i can't stand myself.


and i realised today that while being in love can seem like a very enviable thing, almost everyone has a sad unrequited love story to tell (yep including myself!). and being in love seems to bring with it countless sad moments too... sigh. if only everything is clear-cut, simple. but humans are complicated creatures, don't know what they are thinking of sometimes (ok i am speaking like an alien hah). harrummpphhh. so confusing.