i feel guilty.

*shakes off guilt*

BAH.

went ktv-ing with qingyuan, huiling and her younger bro kangyang today... sang for 4 hrs! *whispers hoarsely* taadaa my new sexy voice. hah. it was pretty fun to go ktv with a new bunch of ppl, the songs they pick were really different from those i usually sing with my ktv kakis! and i realised switching allegiance to class 95 means my knowledge about chinese songs that appeared in the past 4 yrs is almost non-existent... unless they are REALLY famous. heard a song which i really liked, by mayday i think! "zi zhu" - meaning be contented with what you have. the tune and lyrics really tug at my heartstrings... ok i know my hanyu pinyin not fantastic, sure get scolded by ZY if he ever sees this...

i wondered if kangyang felt left out, since the three of us have pretty much to talk about but he is sort of a newcomer in the group! and we have generation gap, we are all of the same age but i think he's only 18. WAH so young. i feel ancient. *hunchbacked* hmm. haha but i guess he must have had a gd time lah, he sings v well!!! v Superstar standard! *thumbs up* and all the difficult songs seem like putty to him, make it sound so easy to sing... so it was pretty funny when he suddenly lost his voice towards the end of our ktv, ha =P
and huiling has a very sweet voice! great for singing those very romantic love songs... ahah! actually they can form a brother-sister team lor. i can be their groupie. hee. *waves placards*
and qingyuan! u need to listen to more chinese songs!!! hah ok lah for a rafflesian you can sing chinese songs not bad liao... but tsk why u know only jolin's songs... (ok i am totally ruining ur reputation!!! ahah)

huiling sneakily went out to settle the bill while we were all still warbling our hearts out. (i think we medical students have a "treat us!" face recently! everyone is scrambling to pay our bills! must be our poor tattered clothes heh) HAH! so sly! but thanks for the sweet though girl! lucky we managed to treat her to dinner, else i would have to send QY to stick the money inside her mailbox liao...

chatted quite alot over dinner, and that's when i realise that things aren't always what they seem. as a SIP student, the working world still seem quite alright... but hearing stories from the horse's mouth really proved how naive we are. SIGH. there seems to be politics in every little nook and cranny, it's omniscient! so scary right. i have never ever like politicking. hmm. looks like i should just become a GP, no politics! so much simpler, makes life so much happier... =(((

we were having a fun discussion about names; and guess who shares the same initials as me and huiling?!?!

gosh. i didn't make the connection till today! when huiling told me... it's none other than our current prime minister!!! LHL!!! hah

and huiling's bro's initials: LKY

FWAH! ahah their parents sure gave them good names! =P

it was a gd feeling to stand in the open, enjoying the night breeze and the just looking at the cable cars bobbing about...

ah well. i am officially voiceless. shall not talk tmr. argh looks like i shall not eat bbq tmr. nurses' bbq! gg to see liqi woohoo! and hopefully the rest of the drs will be there too.. hee. argh tired.
time to snooze.

*snores*