musings

does anyone ever get the feeling tt u spend so much time lookin after other ppl's feelings n making sure they r alrite tt u urself forget how to live? why do we get tooth decay even when we brush our teeth? is anythg meant to be fated, or r u s'pose to grab n create ur own future? why do we always want to be accepted by others? why are there so many ppl who go out of their way to be nice to others even when they dont feel like it? is there reali smone for evryone of us out there? could there be another person who looks just like me living in another part of the world? why is it that the ppl whom u call ur frens r oso those who smtimes hurt u the most? is there such a thg as selflessness? why do we need to answer to so many ppl when its our own lives we r living? why r there so many misunderstandings, hurt n sadness btw frens? how is it tt sm ppl can just bcm a victim of others' choices? is it really true tt ren bu wei ji, tian zhu di mie? is there life after death? why r so many ppl afraid to be who they r in front of others? who has the authority to decide whats right n whats wrong? why is it smtimes the more misunderstandings tt happen the more u dont feel like clearing it up? why is it so hard to be true to ur heart. after tinking so much, after caring so much for others' situations, u end up sacrificing urself.