jielUn!!! JIELUN!!!! jiELuN!!!!!! JiElUn!!!!!!! jIeLuN!!!!

ohhhhhhhhhh i love JAY!!!!!! i love jielun!!!!! I LOVE JIELUN!!!!!he rocks!!!!!!!!! oh man!!! *swoon* my god. his concert was stupendously unbelievably outta-the-world mind-blowingly superbly fabulous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanta marry him!!!!! oh my god. it was soooooooooooooo good tt i far surpasses the one he had two yrs ago!!! my eyes almost pop out lor! was like another jielun altogether!!! one who dances, sings, make lotsa eye contact with the audience, waved at us, leaps nimbly from one spot to another (onto a sound-blaster i believe) n cooed with his lovely lovely voice!!! my heart flutters. *contented sigh* all the females in the audience were contemplating proposing to him there n there. (the little girls behind me were exclaimin liudly tt they want him as boyfren to which an irate xtine juz declared "jielun my HUSBAND"... oh how embarrassin ahha) but seriously, i wanted to hail a cab n chase jielun to the hotel!!!! (erm not tt i am a crazy fan lah but juz thot it wld b so fun!! once in a lifetime sia!) alas but for my level-headed frens zhengyi n junjie tink i wld have gone...!!! b4 tt we were rushin like mad!! late for jielun's concert, can u believe it!!! cos we left cafe cartel too late lor! hailed cab but got this mad traffic jam tt seems to go on forever!!! n we juz had to bump into ALL the red-lights possible! were grittin our teeth n wanting to scream with anxiety liao lor! oh but chey haha it was juz as zy predicted, the concert only started at 830pm lor. haha. WHEW. the atmosphere was REALLY good!!! we started wavin our lightsticks the min the lights went off!!! n the screamin... WHOA! haha 1st time see s'poreans so wild n screamish n bu-guan-xing-xiang man!!! (oh we were amongst them too! heh) especially junjie! hohho he was screamin even more powerfully than us girls!!! *deeply impressed* n at a much higher pitch too!!! (local pavarotti man!!!) zy went mad too! n started screamin all the super shu stuff! hahaha like wat "zhou-gong" cos he tinks its so unoriginal to shout "jielun".... duh. hahaha =P

u noe, i reali tink pop concerts r the most effective way to tobe ur arms!!! all the waving of light-sticks throughout the 2-hr concert!! gosh. i can feel my muscles undergoing hypertrophy there n there! oh but of cos may end up with one arm visibly fatter than the other lah, cos right-handed mah so use more of right hand ehehe...

oh yes i suddenly remember i must complain to get this off my chest!!!! *GRRRRRR* i swore to myself tt for this concert, i will turn ah-lianish if ANYONE dares to ask me to sit down!!!! (cos tts wat happened two yrs ago! gosh. unbelievably off ppl) but guess wat!?!?!? the same thg happened again!!!!!!!!! *clutches hair in exasperation* i simply cannot understand the mentality of these ppl!!! the whole crowd is standing, swayin n jumping along to the music n u juz paid 100 bucks to sit stoically in ur plushy chair tts not even tt comfy?!?! i wldnt mind if its a bunch of adults who must maintain "xing-xiang", but the ppl who asked us to sit down with a sour-faced look r a bunch of kiddies lor... females smmore!!! *hides face in shame* i thot girls r the ones whos s'pose to go stark-raving mad at these kind of concerts when the artiste happens to be talented, cool n shuai male... anyway!!! i was quite mad! but i didnt turn lianish leh. so disappointing hor.cos i tink i dont have the voice to shout at them lah, so very dui lian if my voice turns croaky half-way ehhe. =P so... sat down lor. so sao xing!!! i was sitting on the edge of my chair lor, n me n zy were grouch-like for a few moments. bah. humbugs! then we tried to run to the front! but the very conscientious ushers quickly shooed us away! *sob*

but still had lotsa fun anyway!! i had almost forgotten y i was so crazy abt jielun liao lor, cos he hasnt cm to s'pore for a loooooooooooooooong time!!! oh but he's matured as a performer!! now hes more "flirty" with the audience, n we all lapped it up n clamoured for more! he talks more, waves more, looked at us more (i tink he used to tink the floor's quite pretty eheh) n wore more funky clothes!!! n oh!!! *perpetual swoon* he played the flute AND the piano AND drums!!!! my god!!!! hes so talented!!!! n he plays the piano reali well!! n the drums!! sooooooooooooo cool!!!! oh n he flung his drumsticks to the audience after playin!!! me n zy were so disappointed cos he didnt throw them at us lor. =(

n jielun my absolute idol sang other songs too! like zhang zheng yue's ai wo bie zou!! one of my favs!! n faye's hong dou!!! u noe how singers r more pretty faces than gd voices, but jielun is both!! his live performance is reali reali good! as if he recorded it b4 hand!!! n oh our hearts juz melt when he sings!! oh he wore boots!!! hehe looks real good. n his hair!!! a part of his fringe is dyed stylishly white! oh n his side profile is absolutely gorgeous!!! tt tall aquiline nose, tt long floppy fringe, the nice cheekbones, the small but oh-so-mesmerizing eyes... *swoon again*

sigh. my gosh. i feel like a crazy fan!! n i turn to mush juz watchin a concert how embarassin!! haha oh dear i can suddenly empathise with all the bae yung jun aunty fans etc n all the looney teenagers who stalk their idol n will fly all over the world to glimpse their idol! its juz the admiration u feel for ur idol lah! n wow jielun is really so zai!! u juz feel like being part of ur idol's life eh? like it'd make u happy juz to noe tt he's glanced in ur direction or smthg! foolish but oh so true! we all started wavin feverishly whenever he glances in our direction, as if he can see us!! haha! its actuali very very fun to go mad n behave with abandonment when attending concerts! juz soakin in the atmosphere... fwah!!! all-time high lor!! as if the thousands if ppl there r united by a common adoration of jielun!! n evryone behavin like teeny-boppers haha quite hilarious leh! even us lah, 20 yrs n still screaming like 14 yr-olds! if our frens have seen us... wahah

oooohhhh qichang juz told me jielun is 1.73m tall! haha aiyah can lah want so tall for wat rite!!! haha i'd still adore him if he's 1.5m ahha *winks* eh, dont fight with me k go find ur own hubby lah. oh n xtine, u better take a backseat lah ahah =P

oh dear all my frens r gg to tink i've turn into an airhead ah lian, gushing on n on abt jielun! JIELUN!!! JIELUN!!! ahah!!!! oh but who cares.. life's too short to b overly concerned abt wat others tink lah! oh but juz wanta add a disclaimer: the writer is normally very clear-headed n clam n this is an abberant event. hahaha

i wonder how cm smone as musically talented as jielun can exist man! *bewildered* oh but no complaints hahah =P i want more! more! more!!! hope he comes back again nxt yr! i miss him oredi! n i promise myself this time i will buy the most ex tickets!!!! then i can make a big big poster n propose to him ahaha!

hope i wont go into post-jielun blues... oh man smone find me a man like jielun pls. or juz give me jielun. *dreamy*