drifting aimlessly...

wah. i just can't stand it... seems like after coming back from myanmar there's no more excitement and focus in life. where i used to look forward to waking up cos theres so much things waiting to be done (make breakfast, teach, wave to kids, take photos, drink tea, star-gaze), nowadays i wake up wondering what there is to do. true, there's medicamp to think about, flag-day to settle, cheques to be sent to beneficiaries of medixweek, it's all currently on waiting-for-the-next-meeting mode...

was actually planning to go out with yiqing today to buy sm stuff, but turns out that when i got home yesterday, my mummie seems to be upset abt sm stuff so thought i'd be a gd girl and stay at home today... my sis was chiding me for not helpin to do housework =P cos my mummie like everythg neat and tidy but we are not exactly the keep house in perfect order kind of family... hee. i always say that a home is only a home if the house looks lived in! oh well but guess have to admit its not nice to stay in a pig-sty bah... *sheepish* sigh. suddenly miss my sis alot. she's super not at home these days, busy doing part-time jobs and having rehearsals for national day parade... well at least her band practices are currently on hold!!! missed those days when we would just talk and talk for hours sigh. and i'm left all alone at home with just my hamsters *wail* oh well at least i have them, quite lucky i guess! haha finally cleaned their cages today while watching my love patzzi (starring jang nara whom huiting resembles!!)... tink they couldnt believe their luck! it's been a long time since i really watch them dashing here and there in their cages, have almost forgotten how cute they are!! little fluff-balls who streaked around in their cages quick as lightning... my fav darling tinky was sleeping soundly on the wheel for the whole afternoon, curled up as a furry ball... sweet. =) wonder if they ever get bored??

it started raining in the afternoon, about the time when i was watching kindaichi i tink! was quite creepy, the story today was about a few ppl stranded in a dilapidated house which really fierce wild dogs frequented... and they all began to die one by one. i almost switched off my tv! still can't understand why so many of my friends relish in watching horror movies... this i can still stand, but never ever drag me to watch movies like dark waters... i can't even stand final destination lor. hah. mid-afternoon, i suddenly felt inspired to run!!! but the sky looked stormy so decided to work out on the exercise bike instead... boooooriiiingggg. i prefer to jog and look at scenery! so went to get out all the MTV vcds i have and started watching and exercising... had my own little ktv session at home! haha was quite fun to just sing aloud, not caring whether i sound off or not teehee. hmm not bad, think i'm getting back to s'pore mode... tink it helps that i know that i'd be able to keep in touch with all the new friends i made on the trip!! got an email from kaung zaw sent via okkar's email acct, saying he's back in yangon and no longer in the village... so nice to hear from him! was super excited cos i thought he didnt have email so it'd be hard to contact him... haha said he was afraid i may not go back next yr becos i fell so sick in letpabya! no worries i'd be back! the fulfillment i felt totally make the sick episode completely insignificant ahah... said he missed zhimin and huiting alot too!! yay was really glad to receive the email, cos then i also realise y my emails to okkar kept bouncing... i was sending to the wrong addy oops. =P hope i didnt cause too much trouble! actually promised okkar tt i will email him the photos within one week, but in the end couldnt email him to tell him i had difficulties uploading. wah i'd feel really guilty if they went to cybercafe just to see the photos! cos i was told its really expensive! *guilty*

a friend who accused me of forgetting my s'porean friends after my myanmar trip dropped by today... zheng yi. =P wahhhhh this guy lost lotsa weight!!! my mom almost couldnt recognise him!! hey you really not friend enough, never drag me to go running with you!!! harrrumph. oh well at least he ate my cheesecake! ahha dare say i never leave a slice for you smmore!! made him go through my myanmar photos and forced him to read all the comments i wrote down muahahahah... suddenly realise its really been ages since i met up with him, lihui, xtine and meiling!! cos evryone's busy working too. (i REALLY feel super slack =P) we tried to upload my photos into the computer again for the umpteenth time, still cannot leh!! kept scolding me zhu tou (pighead) throughout the entire process... stewpig zhengyi!! very hard to scold him back smmore, cos his name has only two words... normally scold ppl will add in the surname as well, but his cannot leh! so even when you scold his full name theres no impact! grrr. haha but in the end guess his tech knowledge also not up to the mark to help me teehee *evil* still dare laugh at me lah huh!!! =PPP oh well guess i still should thank him for helping... xie xie! *grudgingly*

hmmm i wonder if huiting wants to go swimming tmr... since yiqing is not free we cant learn squash from her tmr... yay its huiting's day off tmr!! woohoo!!! hope the past few days have been more bearable for her! tried to read her blog but server got prob leh. wahhh tink i no longer feel as enthu about blogging liao, not much to write abt. life seems quite aimless nowadays... no purpose! gah i'm gg to amuse myself playing solitaire... hope inspiration strikes soon again and tell me what to do with my life! tart-tar.... =D